I enjoy the way he speaks. His vicarious desire to plunge into words ignites my spirit. He’s fearless. Openly expressing thoughts that encourage, sometimes offends, all of the time truth his truth; one that he holds dear. Much like a form of godliness is such truth; A manifestation of light. Not ridding the world of such evils, yet besetting peace within.I like his flow.
The language of lovers in pastime playfully embracing youth in an adult form. He likes cheesy homemade movies on the big screen, sour patches and chocolate. I like socks and pillows. We like each other. Or at least I hope we do.
A brief greeting followed by glances with a smile. An introduction to a year later, or maybe a lifetime, or maybe not. Maybe he is seasonal. I was simply meant to smell his cologne when the wind blew. Hold his hand during cold winter strolls and sip his iced coffee on hot summer days. I had longed to see summer with him. Watch the waves of rising heat like a new moon while lying on a blanket in the middle of central park as the trees whispered.
I wanted to hear the trees whisper or sing when the elements somehow interchanged harmoniously. Breezes kissing tree branches creating a visible wind love affair.
I wanted to be his lady, proud and humble.
Standing tall in appreciation for who he was and who I needed him to be for me. He wanted me to be by his side. Needing to feel abundant as he is already complete. Complimentary. He compliments my smiles, relishes in my being and flows with my fly. We soar.
I like to be far away.
Delving deep within myself, travelling into compartments that had been locked away in fear. He had the key. Speaking words of consolation, promising security. He embraced trust, offered desire, and promised consistency. Positive repetition that evoked a readiness to be…to simply be.
I relished in the comfort he provided.
Spiritually treasuring up spiritual greatness. Appreciation and gratitude upon his lips. I was thankful. Vulnerable in my approach, steady in my track, and patient. Waiting, for his heart to be healed and open once again.